They Call me her as I walk the streets, halls, and floors. Today I am as white as snow due to the lack of being outside. My best friend is depressed over the lack of her relationship keeping, this is why she needs to quit being so depressing so she may keep an actual real boyfriend. And I think I fell for someone today, like a leaf in the fall.... It's just I have no real idea why, she's like my sister, and no it's not the girl that cannot keep a relationship, it's my long time friend, as I will tell you her name is Cait, but I still feel absolute confusion over this it's just the one question, "Why?" And Sentences are always the same, "She is like a sister. She has a boyfriend. She loves you but not that way. She's different though." I sit here and wonder...... I wonder why? Why must it be this way, and if she ever knew I would be screwed, because our relationship is truthful and I think she saw that I am falling for her today, as I was mad when she told me she was going out with somebody. She completely didn't care that I cared, and said it was fine then left. She fucking LEFT, like really? All I say is that I love you deeply Caitlin and more than a friend would say. <3 ~AlliBoo
